... until christmas day :-)
Llbs lost: 3.
I'm feeling very strange today. Like, I feel better but worse. I don't feel like I want to cry or hit something anymore, I don't feel angry. But I do miss him. Last night he was so lovely it reminded me why I love him. But in a strange way I'm starting to accept what has happened. Instead of trying to blame somebody for it I'm trying to find ways of dealing with it, and not looking to the future thinking there's someone out there for me because that's not what's important now. I'm just trying to take it day by day.
On a very sad note, one of my favourite horses on the yard (apart from my own) passed away on Saturday. Very sad and she will be missed.
Now Halloween is well and truly over, I feel that I can properly get excited for Christmas without feeling ashamed. The Christmas lights were already up when I visited Broughton yesterday. And Debenhams had some decorations up a few days ago. I went on my favourite Christmas website this morning and yes I do realise that that makes me a massive child! Claus.com On Christmas Eve you can put in your postcode and it will tell you what time Santa is arriving at your house! Brilliant tactic to get kids to go to bed. Unless they decide to stay up and wait for him!
I'm out of words for now folks so I shall leave you with a song.
Bye for now.
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