Sorry for lack of blog. I think it's been a whole week! In my defense I did write one the other day but it wouldn't publish and it didn't save so I lost it. Damn.
So, not a lot has happened really. I had a decision to make and I think I've made the right one. Have been to River Island and got my uniform and I'm very excited about starting there soon. I'm pretty much just feeling lonely at the moment. I've got amazing friends who have made me laugh more recently than I have in a long time, and I love them for that. But I still feel lonely. It's so cliché but when I go to bed and when I wake up is the worst. I never imagined having to get into a cold empty bed alone again, I always thought I'd have someone to snuggle up to and to keep my bed warm. Trying to shut my brain off at night is hard. Keeps going round and round wondering if I could of done something to stop it from happening. I wish life was like "Sliding Doors" where you can see what path your life will take depending on what decision you make.
Anyway, I'm motoring along. I'm focusing on Uni, and starting my new job. I know I'm going to be Ok, and at the end of all this I will be a stronger and better person, I just thought that I would start to feel better by now.
I wish I had more to tell you folks but I don't. So.
Bye for now.
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